Aufstand

Tell. Discuss. Shout, or cry.

I'm far from the most social of people. Takes great effort for me to contact my mom and siblings every now and then to let them know I'm still alive and well. I connect far better with books and long-dead authors than most any living humans. For the most part my perspective on social interaction is that if i can escape without eternally shaming myself and my ancestors then it's merited a great success.

So girls are a difficult quandry.

My main practice traditionally was to maintain simplicity by ignoring them, or if they were persistent enough in pestering, do the minimal response necessary for politeness. I do eventually want to get married and have a family though, so i've taken some steps to get at least a working knowledge and some practice in dealing with them.

The current girl i'm interested in, been interacting with her a fair deal over the past two months, knows i'm interested in her, and seemed receptive, but said she didn't think she was prepared for a relationship, nothing personal about me or anything.

And posted on facebook, lamenting how all her friends were getting engaged, married, kids, and she had no guy she could relate to, talk to, trust, or date.

I'd happily be any and all of those...

Blah. Emotions are annoying.